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Saturday, December 28, 2013

First Time To Be Alone at Night Without My Own Wife


This is the first time in my marriage life to sleep alone in my bed. It was 3 o'clock in the afternoon that I escorted her with my father's bike bound to her mother's home. She told me that she will send me a sms to tell me what time she would like me to take her home with me. And now it's late 11 PM and she had no sms at all. I don't know what's her plan but all I know is she is safe with her family. But then,  I still feel anxious and a little fear of this event because she is pregnant. I don't know what's going on. The monster created my trauma since the beginning of our links.

Her family hated me and again they hate me the more. My mother and I always received slanderous and destructive messages in our phones. They accuse me of false accusations and plenty of irrational hate towards me. I don't know who they are specifically. But for sure, the messages are from one or more of them.

I am worried for my wife and the baby... but I know the Lord will take care of the two of them.

I love my wife because she is my wife.. That's the natural affection of a husband to a wife as it is the natural affection of G-d towards His people.

 hi.. sleep nka? i know u r safe. but honestly i'm still worried about you and the baby. hope you are well and happy. take care and G-d bless..

 dear.. wala koy lod.. wla napod abri tindahan. dle ka mka utang sa smart? dle ko sure unsa imo plano. pakuha ka now or dha ka ma2log? don't wory i undrstnd.