I shall have my training Tommorow

Hi observers! Yesterday I received a cake from my parents. It reminds me of their wedding anniversary.

Today. Im human home alone. heheh.. Why I said that? I have 4 cats with me and 2 dogs. A part of me gone somewhere in her origin.

She asked me if no hurt feelings if she'll go to their place. I said no hurt feelings. For the first time I confess to her that my feeling is hurt when it's unfair to me. When I go to my family as they request, she complain and nag me then if she were ask to go to her family I'm silent and it's okay. Now that's unfair I said. She told me that it's okay except to go to zoraida. Wew! Terribly irrational for me. I don't get it. It's a big why. I don't understand.

Now I just fixed my dirty kitchen and I'm happy because aside from the kitchen fixed, I shall have my training tomorrow for my new job.

Thanks G-d.

January 3 Birthday of Manong

Hi.. January 23 was a birthday of my big brother.

It was dawn when my sister in law - wife of my big brother text me for the manianita plan but then I did not go for a reason. My wife chilled at 4am and I was worried to leave her alone with her situation.

I planned to visit my brother for his celebration and It was successful. At first, I was hesitant to go there with permission of my wife. The second time I tried to ask permission with a help of a friend. Her response where with anger but I did managed it at last.

I gave my brother a gift... I am happy. ;-)

First Time To Be Alone at Night Without My Own Wife

This is the first time in my marriage life to sleep alone in my bed. It was 3 o'clock in the afternoon that I escorted her with my father's bike bound to her mother's home. She told me that she will send me a sms to tell me what time she would like me to take her home with me. And now it's late 11 PM and she had no sms at all. I don't know what's her plan but all I know is she is safe with her family. But then,  I still feel anxious and a little fear of this event because she is pregnant. I don't know what's going on. The monster created my trauma since the beginning of our links.

Her family hated me and again they hate me the more. My mother and I always received slanderous and destructive messages in our phones. They accuse me of false accusations and plenty of irrational hate towards me. I don't know who they are specifically. But for sure, the messages are from one or more of them.

I am worried for my wife and the baby... but I know the Lord will take care of the two of them.

I love my wife because she is my wife.. That's the natural affection of a husband to a wife as it is the natural affection of G-d towards His people.

 hi.. sleep nka? i know u r safe. but honestly i'm still worried about you and the baby. hope you are well and happy. take care and G-d bless..

 dear.. wala koy lod.. wla napod abri tindahan. dle ka mka utang sa smart? dle ko sure unsa imo plano. pakuha ka now or dha ka ma2log? don't wory i undrstnd.